In the hit TV show, Ted Lasso, Ted is
a soccer coach, trying to manage life and all that is being thrown at him.
After an assistant coach leaves and seems to burn every relationship, he later
attempts to make amends for what he had done. Ted, realizing the man’s efforts,
said, “I hope that either all of us or none of us are judged by the actions of
our weakest moments, but rather by the strength we show when and if we're given
a second chance.”
That is a good way to think of the man who is
at the center of our Gospel reading this morning, the reading where Thomas the
Disciple gets his nickname – the Doubter. It’s a shame, really. He starts being
identified as, “Thomas, one of the twelve, called the Twin” – the NIV calls him
Thomas Didymus - but no one ever calls him either. We call him Doubting Thomas. I don’t think
it’s fair to him. After all, we don’t call Peter the Denier because he said he
didn’t know Jesus. We don’t call Paul the Persecutor because, before his
conversion, he tracked down and killed Christians. But Thomas…he got saddled
with the nickname Doubter and it has stuck. Forevermore, he will be known as
Doubting Thomas.
Can you fathom Thomas’ sadness in those days
after Jesus’ resurrection? For Mary and Mary, Peter, James and John, the Emmaus
disciples the power of the resurrection is starting to be understood, a glow of
light shining in the darkness surrounding Jesus’ death. The truth of the
Scriptures is beginning to unfold for them. Christ is risen, He is risen indeed
– alleluia! But for Thomas, that resurrection evening, it is as if Christ is
not risen, as if Christ is not living as He said. Jesus was, at best, mistaken
about that third day talk; at worst, a liar who misled the disciples for three
years.
Thomas had witnessed Jesus raising Lazarus.
But, it’s one thing for a living Jesus to stand outside Lazarus’ grave and
summon a dead man back to life; it’s entirely another matter when Jesus is,
Himself, the one who is dead and buried.
Thomas is no fool. “Unless I see in his hands
the mark of the nails and place my finger into the mark of the nails and place
my hand into his side, I will never believe.” Thomas had heard Jesus’ prophetic
words about being crucified at the hands of the chief priests and elders and
teachers of the law, and had also heard Jesus say, “and on the third day be
raised.” It’s one thing to hear those words; it’s another to see Jesus’ side
pierced with the spear and blood and water flow out. Jesus was dead. Thomas cannot
believe Jesus’ promise; he won’t believe it; No: dead people don’t come back to
life. It doesn’t work that way. He will not believe unless he sees it with his
own eyes.
I get that. And, I suspect that many of you
do as well.
We speak of a Christian’s faith in two ways.
The first is faith that Jesus is my Savior and that He died, rose, ascended and
now waits until I see Him in the resurrection. This is faith that believes that
promise made to us in our Baptisms. I trust I am forgiven, I believe that I am
God's child through Jesus' death and resurrection, and all of His gifts are
mine. I know, believe, trust and rely that this is "most certainly
true." This is "saving faith."
Then, there is how we live out that saving
faith. We call this the sanctified life or the life of faithfulness. This is
faithfulness that enables the Christian to pray "give us this day our
daily bread," and to be content with enough. This is faithfulness that
enables us to look in the mirror and say, “You are already holy and sanctified
in the eyes of God.” This is faithfulness that, in the face of a critical
medical diagnosis, says, “I believe God will heal me now, or into eternity.”
Faithfulness is able to say, without irony, “Thy will be done,” followed by
"amen, amen...may it be so." Faithfulness allows the Christian to
stand at the grave of a loved one and declare, “I believe in the resurrection
and the life of the world to come.”
But that sanctified life of faithfulness is
tough, isn’t it? When faith and life intersect, there is often a collision. To
say – and mean - “Thy will be done” in the face of financial struggles, or
health scares, or strained family life, or unemployment – that’s not so
easy. It is in this aspect of faith, the
daily living of faith, where I struggle – some days, struggling mightily. I understand because I, too, am a Doubting
Thomas. I say that with no pride...trust me.
What is it that drives your faithfulness into
fear? We pray “Give us this day our
daily bread,” but in reality we want to pray "Give me this day my daily
filet mignon and deliver me from any trouble that might disturb my otherwise
peaceful day." We say, “God is so good,” when our prayers are answered the
way we wish, but when the Lord answers in other ways, we doubt God’s love for
us. We are thankful when our bank account sits fat and thick and our retirement
accounts look strong, but when those numbers drop, we cry to the heavens. When pain endures and it just doesn’t get any
better, when depression and anxiety linger, when those memories just won’t go
away, when our prayers seem to be met with silence, we are left wondering why,
those moments of life crashing can make faith start to crack and crumble. And with these tests coming at us every day,
faithfulness gets crowded out sometimes.
And the danger here is that this aspect of
faithfulness impacts our faith in God’s grace for us in Christ. The devil’s no
fool – he knows that we are savvy enough that if he were to say to us, “God
doesn’t love you,” we would tell him to hit the road. So, he nibbles at the
edges – anything to get us to look at ourselves and away from Jesus. He tempts
us doubt our worthiness in God’s eyes. He tempts us to think we are unworthy
because we don’t have as strong of faith as someone else. He tempts us to think
we are failures at Christianity. And when these temptations start to clang in
our ears over and over and over, they start to sound as if they ring true. And,
like Thomas, we start to alienate ourselves from the other disciples that
gather together to form the church. The last temptation, then, is for the
Christian, alone and left with his doubts and fears, to teeter on the edge of
saying, “And if all of this is true, then the power of the resurrection isn’t
enough…not for me at least.”
So, when this Gospel text comes to the
forefront every year in the Sunday after Easter, it gives me a moment to stop,
pause, and rejoice because Jesus doesn’t leave Doubting Thomas or Doubting Jon,
or Doubting [insert your name here] alone with doubt. Jesus rescues and redeems
Thomas from a life of doubt to a life of faithfulness.
It’s a week after Easter. The scene from
Easter night is repeated: upper room, doors locked, disciples gathered with
Thomas present, this time. Again, Jesus appears; again, He declares, “Peace be
with you.”
Do you understand the power of those four
words? We talk about peace; we wish for peace; sometimes we even try to make
peace. Peace, at least earthly peace, is fleeting and nebulous. Ask parents
with teenagers, or a married couple leaving the counselor’s office, or any
patient who walks out of the doctor’s office with the words, “Let’s see what
the tests say, first…” still ringing in the ears. Industry and agriculture
waits with baited breath as a bloodless war of trade carries on. Rockets and gunfire continue from the Red Sea
to places most of us couldn’t find on a map, unless our sons and daughters are
there. Peace: it seems more like a punchline than a reality.
So, when Jesus speaks of peace, it should
make us take notice. “Peace be with you.” Jesus’ peace is different. His peace,
promised on Maundy Thursday, is completed at the cross. Now, His peace is
restorative, reuniting the relationship between God and man which was chewed
apart in the Garden of Eden. His peace brings harmony and unity. His peace
causes the eternal warfare to end. His peace sooths the troubled heart, calms
the worried head, silences fears that run wild. His peace rejuvenates faith
where it has grown weary.
So there is no doubt for Thomas, Jesus
invites Thomas to touch his hands and place his hand into Jesus side – those
were Thomas’ requirements, remember, that unless that could happen he wouldn’t
believe. And with words that are both command and invitation, Jesus says, “Stop
being unbelieving and be believing.”
Jesus’ peace overcomes Thomas’ doubts. Seeing Jesus is enough. He doesn’t need to
touch Jesus’ body or feel the marks and wounds. Jesus’ peace, the same peace
that restored the relationship between God and man, now restores Thomas’ faith.
Everything Jesus said about His death and resurrection is true. “My Lord and my
God,” Thomas declares as both faithfulness and faith are restored.
Remember Ted’s comment, “I hope that either
all of us or none of us are judged by the actions of our weakest moments, but
rather by the strength we show when and if we're given a second chance”? That’s
called grace. Overflowing with the grace of God in Christ, Thomas was restored
to discipleship and by the Holy Spirit empowered for apostleship.
What you probably don’t know is that
tradition says that from this point forward, Thomas became the first missionary
to what is today Turkey, Iraq, Iran, Afghanistan, Pakistan and eventually
winding up in northern India. There,
Thomas is celebrated much the same way we celebrate Martin Luther. This is
remarkable that a man, who once said he would not believe unless he could see
and touch, carried the Gospel to people who could only see with eyes of faith.
The final words of Jesus serve as a dramatic
postlude to the Easter narrative, “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet
have believed.” You are part of these whom Jesus calls “Blessed,” for you have
not yet seen Jesus with your eyes. With Spirit-given faith, you believe the
promises of God are fulfilled in this man, named Jesus, who died for you and
rose for your eternal salvation. With Spirit-enlivened faithfulness, you live
out that life of faith every day in your actions and interactions with others.
And, on those days when your faithfulness is shaken, and your faith is weak,
Jesus comes to you and says, “Peace.” A remarkable gift, His peace, for it
doesn’t change or grow weary. His peace is delivered to you without hesitation
or reservation. Stop being unbelieving and be believing. Earned for you at His
cross, delivered to you in your baptism, His peace knows no boundaries or
limits.