Grace to you
and peace from God our Father and from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.
The text is
the Gospel lesson read a few moments ago.
I was
watching some parents play with their baby the other day. They were doing what
we did with our kids, so it caught my attention. In fact, I was rather wrapped
up in the moment. Here were two perfectly intelligent, and judging by their
clothes, professional adults, who – because of the presence of their infant –
were reduced to babbling and baby-talk. He looked like he was used to cutting
deals in board rooms and she looked like she was managing a power business of
her own, but in that moment neither of them were worried about contracts or
customers. And they were goofy. Their attention was 100% focused on their
little child – they didn’t care about what I or anyone else was thinking.
Speaking of goofy, I was smiling ear to ear, watching and remembering. But,
then it happened: the mom took her baby’s hands in hers and, with a gentle
motion raised the hands toward the child’s eyes while imitating a soprano Ed
McMahon, “Wherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre’s baby?” and then suddenly pulling the
child’s eyes away from her face. The baby giggled with that contagious bubbling
laughter that all babies have, I think. “Wherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr’s baby?”
Over and over they played. Baby giggled, mom laughed, dad beamed. And me? I
smiled and remembered doing that with my own kids when they were little.
Peek-a-boo
is a lot of fun when you’re playing with an intoxicatingly jovial infant. But
when it seems as if God is playing peek-a-boo with you, it’s a whole ‘nother
game, indeed.
“Pastor, I don’t understand. I keep praying and praying, but
it seems like God isn’t listening. Or, if he’s listening, he’s not hearing what
I’m saying. Is he hiding from me? Does he not care, anymore?” Those words were
coming from a deeply troubled soul whose life had just been turned upside down.
This person was seeking God. This individual was trying to pray but felt that
the prayers were being unanswered, ignored, or simply laughed at. It seemed to
be a fork in the road where only one path was a possible answer: either God
doesn’t care, or he simply can’t help me.
Perhaps you are that soul, or you
have been in that position before. Where are you, God? Why aren’t you answering
me? Why do you seem so far away? You are in good company. Those cries of the
faithful has been uttered, sobbed, screamed, whispered, and prayed into the
silence by God’s people of all ages. Skim through the Psalms and you will see
it over and over again – Psalm 5, 10, 39, 54, 61, 102 and 143 just to name a
few – the cries of God’s children in need, in distress, in anguish, calling out
to God for relief, but it seems as if He is hiding from them.
First, let
us be clear: the Lord has promised to hear your prayers and He will always
respond in His time in His way. Just because He isn’t responding WHEN you want,
HOW you what, WHERE you want does not mean He is not listening, or He will not
answer, or He doesn’t love you, or He has abandoned you. When God hides, when
He is silent, He does so on purpose: He does not want to be found in that
moment. Remember - God is in control of the hiding. Why would He do such a
thing? God does this to do something to us. Don’t ever think God is sitting up
in the heavens waiting for you to know Him or find Him by means of speculation
or analogy or to crawl your way up to Him. No – not at all. God hides in the
world. But, the purpose of that hiding is so that He can be found.
But He is
found where you might not be seeking.
Where does
one seek God? Oh, there are lots of places to look. Think of your average day.
Where could God be hiding? The devil is quick to offer hiding places. After
all, he wants you to try to find God naked, so to speak, unclothed from His
Word and promises. To borrow from the old country song, the devil wants you to
go looking for God in all the wrong places, looking for God in too many places.
So, you start searching. But where do you search?
You pray for
relief from the burden of debt. Could He be hiding in the lottery to take away
all your financial worries? You pray for healing. Could He be hiding in a
wonder drug that works wonders? You pray for your pain to stop. Could He be
hiding in a bottle of booze or a package of pills? You pray for your family to
be at peace. Could He be hiding in someone else’s home instead of yours? You
pray for a miracle. Why isn’t he doing like he did then – walking around,
healing the sick. The temptations multiply. Maybe we’re not praying hard
enough. Maybe we’re not good enough. Maybe God is hiding in another church,
another religion, maybe even another god? The temptation grows to go scurrying
off after anything and everything that seems to have an answer. When this
happens, we no longer even know who God is, we cannot recognize him – in fact,
we hardly recognize ourselves as children of God. It is very much like the
disciples – “This is a ghost!”
Luther said,
“He uses our efforts as a mask under which He blesses us and dispenses His
gifts so that there is a place for faith.” So God hides that we might believe His
promise He is there and where He has promised to be. He hides from where we
would seek him with our human wisdom and understanding. He hides beyond all
speculation and guessing. He hides – deliberately - so He is not found in those
places where idols dwell. He will not let Himself be found outside of His Word,
His Sacraments, and His Promises for His people. In short, God hides from every
place that is not grounded in and centered in the cross of His Son, Jesus
Christ, who died and rose from the dead, who promised to send the Holy Spirit,
His comforter, who enables us to believe and have life in His name.
When one of
my girls was little, when we played hide and seek, she would always tell me
where she was hiding. “Daddy – I’m going to hide over there. I bet you can’t
find me.” You know how that worked out. God does the same thing: He tells us
where He hides.
God both hides
and reveals in the flesh and blood of His Son Jesus Christ. In a place where the world would never think
to look, God enters into this world and hides in a Nazarite woman’s womb, delivered
as a Bethlehem Baby. He hides, in a way, where He was unexpected, under the
sign of the opposite, in suffering, death, opposition to man’s reading of the
law, being despised and scorned. His strength hidden in His humiliation; His
authority cloaked beneath weakness; His glory unseen in His death; His throne a
cross; His royal chambers a grave. There, in the plainly-seen flesh of His Son,
the Father attacks all that would lead His children astray and in Christ’s
death and resurrection, crushes the devil, the world, and our flesh that would
mislead us and lure us into despair, shame and other vices. That is where God both
hides and reveals Himself: in Jesus, the Christ, the only Son of God.
Finding
Jesus is not hard. Yes, Jesus hides. Remember, earlier I said He hides to do something in you? Ironically, this hiding is so that you
can receive Jesus, yourself. He hides in the office of the Holy Ministry and
the pastors who serve in Christ’s stead. He hides in the Word that declares
both the prophecy of Messiah and the fulfillment of the promises in Jesus. He
hides in three handfuls of water spoken in the Triune name of God. He hides in the
voice of a sinful man who forgives sins in the name of the Father and the Son the
Holy Spirit. His very Body and Blood hides in a bite of bread and a sip of wine.
He invites you to find Him where He is hiding. “Take and eat; take and drink.” It’s
as if He says to you, “Here I am – hiding right here!
And, He
comes to you, not when you are strong, but when you are weak and broken, when
you are anxious and depressed, when you know you have sinned against God and
man, and when your cheeks are wet with tears and your heart aching, when you
feel you cannot search another single place. He doesn’t cast you into the
darkness. Instead He comes to you. Hidden in these means, He comes to you as your
Lord and your Savior and He says simply, “Take heart. It is I. Do not be
afraid.”