Sunday, March 25, 2018
What the Palms Have to Say on Palm Sunday - John 12: 20-43
Tuesday, March 20, 2018
Hope After Harvey - A Pastor Returns
Our Shepherd, August 29 (?) 2017.
Water was 2'-3' deep in the sanctuary and
6" deep in the youth building in the rear
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I have gotten verbal updates in the process: the building has been gutted; they salvaged or repurposed what they could. To prepare for demolition for the imminent domain, the building has been remediated for asbestos. Immediately after the storm, a group of men renovated the small youth building and turned it into a sanctuary, moving the altar and pulpit, the organ, and as many furnishings as could be saved into the small, 30x30 building.
As I said, I had heard about this but wanted to say a final "goodbye" to the church building where I worked for over 13 years. I expected to see doom and gloom and to experience overwhelming sadness.
We pulled into the parking lot and we were pleasantly surprised to see a couple of men doing some work on the youth building-turned-sanctuary. They let me in to see the transformation. It's tight, but it is nicely done. Fresh paint is on the walls and ceiling, covering up the bright green and blue paint job the kids did a decade ago and the patchwork from the sheetrock that was removed and spliced in. The tile and carpet - which had gotten water-soaked by the flood - was scraped up and the concrete stained a nice antique brown. Some of the ladies did quilt work that hangs on the wall like tapestries.
They told me that most Sundays people fill the place and the singing and responsive speaking is loud and alive. Attendance is around 60 each week - enough that they are planning, starting Easter morning - to go to two services to accommodate everyone more comfortably. There are kids in Sunday school and confirmation instruction. A new evangelism program is in the works. People are engaged and there is a sense of pride in that they have not only survived the tragedy of Harvey, but are thriving and doing remarkably well.
I continue to wrestle with the question of whether or not, at the end of my time there, I was holding the congregation back. When I left, attendance was below 40, Sunday school was practically non-existent, evangelism was hardly "good news," and I felt people were checking out more and more. I hope I wasn't the cause of people staying away; I pray I didn't keep people from returning to Jesus' flock at Our Shepherd. But the evidence could be interpreted that way. Someone once accused me of being too full of myself - I don't think that's the case here. I know I was out of gas. Did that drag the congregation down, too?
I digress...
So, after seeing the new sanctuary set-up, we walked into the building that had been so badly flooded. Don't tell anyone, but I kept my key to the building out of sentimentality (plus, I had paid $1.15 for it at Ace Hardware and was never reimbursed.) You don't need a key, anymore - the stained glass windows have been removed, stored safely for when they can be repurposed in a new structure at a later date. So, stepping through a window opening, I saw for the first time with my own eyes what Harvey hath wrought.
The sanctuary is now an empty shell compared to what it used to be. Note: the floor and ceiling tiles were part of the asbestos removal project, but it only adds to the sadness of the building.
The pastor's office, once housing nice built-in bookshelves and executive-style furniture, now sits empty - no pastoral care, studying, or prayer happening there, anymore.
Rooms that were once utilized as office and classroom space are now waiting in suspended condemnation for the day that the machinery comes to begin demolition.
As we walked through, I saw a piece of wood, part of the communion rail, that escaped the dumpster. It was hanging on the wall, right where it always belonged. I had to laugh, though, that it had somehow been overlooked.
After I was told that people were told to take what they wanted, I asked if I could have this piece of oak lumber and was given permission to take it. So, it made the long ride home with me, back to Victoria. I'm not sure what I will do with it, yet. I do have an idea, though. Perhaps, just perhaps it will be something to show the hope that survives after Harvey.
Sunday, March 18, 2018
We Don't Want Assigned Seating - Mark 10: 35-45
Amen
Sunday, March 11, 2018
Called to be Faithful - John 21:15-19
The Installation of Rev. Scott Schaller as Pastor
Trinity Lutheran Church, Taylor TX
March 11, 2018
John 21: 15-19 – Called to Faithful Service
Dear members of Trinity, President Hennings, guests, brothers and sons in ministry, and especially you, Scott, my dear friend and brother in Christ: grace to you and peace from God our Father and from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.
It’s an honor to be here today and to be asked to preach this sermon. I first met your new pastor in September of 1992, probably the first week of classes in the new year at Concordia Lutheran College in Austin. I was sitting in the library, reading the assignment from our Hill & Walton Old Testament Survey textbook when this Yankee with a way-too-loud-for-the-library, thick New York accent wearing dark hair and eyebrows demanded, rapidfire: “Hey – reading your assignment for Professor Puffe’s class?” Before I could answer, he was off on his litany of questions, “How ya liking Concordia? You like the dorms? Whatcha think of the food? Have any trouble? You doing OK? Got a girlfriend yet?”
That, as they say, was the beginning of a friendship that has lasted over half of our lives. Since that first meeting, we graduated from Austin together; we both got married and moved to St. Louis where we would go to Seminary together. We lived just a few blocks away from each other and the four of us spent a lot of weekends and evenings together. The two of us spent a lot of time talking, sharing our hopes – and fears – of what the future would be like in ministry. And, when we were placed in our first congregations, we wound up in the same circuit, just 90 miles apart.
It dawned on me as I was writing this, we are a month shy of our 18th anniversary of call night when we found out where we would be serving. It’s interesting to reflect on those nearly two decades of ministry and think about how the Lord has taken two young men, full of arrogance and cockiness – and hair! – that can only be found in theological students, and He has shaped, molded, and turned us into pastors in His Church.
Luther once wrote, “Prayer, meditation on the Scriptures and testing makes the theologian” – not Seminary classrooms. It’s that living out of the life of discipleship, under the cross of Christ, where we experience anfechtung – that testing at the crossroads where faith and life intersect and collide – that’s what makes pastors. In faith, we see Jesus with His hands extended toward us in His mercy and grace; with our eyes we see the world around us, sometimes far, far removed from anything that seems to resemble the will of God. That’s where our people live. And we pastors, called by Christ to serve as His undershepherds, stand with them in that intersection, armed with prayer and the Word of God and we pray, “Lord, I believe…help Thou my unbelief.”
And when you do that, you stand alongside Peter. Boy, you talk about a theological student who was full of himself. One minute, filled with wisdom that only comes from the Holy Spirit as he rightly makes the great confession of Christendom: “You are the Christ;” the next, filled with arrogance that only comes from the Old Adam within, Peter dares to put himself between Christ and the cross and tell Jesus, “You’ll go down there over my dead body.” One minute, Jesus declares him to be Petros – Rock; the next, Jesus rebukes Peter as Satana – satan. One minute, Peter pulls his concealed carry sword, chopping off the ear of one who does not listen that Jesus is the Messiah; a short time later, Peter flees from a servant girl who identifies him by his Galillean accent.
If it is prayer, meditation on God’s Word and testing of faith in life that makes the theologian, Peter fails miserably.
What kind of congregation would want such a pastor. Would Trinity Lutheran Church of Taylor, Texas want such a man? In your pastoral profile, did you include arrogance, or brashness, or being called out as satan as characteristics you desire in your pastor? Did you include apostacy – the denying of Jesus – as a necessary trait? No…of course not. No church would want such a man to be pastor.
Which is what makes this text from John 21 so incredible and remarkable. No congregation would want a man like Peter the Denier…but Jesus does.
In a remarkable, three-fold way, Jesus speaks to Peter: Twice, Jesus asks Peter, “Do you love me so that you are willing to completely give yourself up for me?” Jesus is asking if he is still willing to die for Jesus. The irony isn’t lost on Peter; he can only answer with “Yes, Lord, I love you like a brother” – not I love you enough to give myself up for you. The third time when Jesus asks Peter, he uses Peter’s words: “Do you love me like a brother?” Three questions; three reminders of three denials. Can you imagine the guilt that Peter was carrying, knowing and remembering what he had done to Jesus? Can you imagine his shame after once boasting, “I would rather die with you than deny you,” knowing that he turned tail and ran into the darkness? It’s no wonder that St. John notes Peter is grieved when Jesus asks the third time, “Do you love me?”
Jesus loves Peter too much to leave him in his shameful grief. It’s as if Jesus is saying this: Peter, I not only love you as a brother, I love you so that I am willing to give myself up completely for you. I took your denial into myself. Where you ran into the darkness to hide, I stood in front of Pilate to be condemned. Where you swore you did not know me, I prayed, “Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.” Where you were not willing to die for me, I was willing to die for you. And, Peter, so that you know that my death for you was sufficient, I was raised to life again on Easter. You have now seen me, not once, not twice, but three times. And where you once denied me three times, I am now calling you back to ministry – not once, not twice, but three times. You know what it is to be forgiven, Peter. Now, go…feed my sheep and faithfully deliver this forgiveness to them as well.”
And in that moment of simplicity, Peter is forgiven, restored, and enabled to stand in the stead and by the command of Jesus Christ, who died for Peter and all those whom Peter would later serve as pastor.
Here is the beauty and power of this text for men of God who dare to stand in the stead of Jesus in the Office of the Holy Ministry. Just as Jesus takes a fallen man like Peter, calls him back to ministry, and uses him – with all of his faults, weaknesses, human desires, idiosyncrasies and quirks – for His glory, so also Jesus uses men like you, Scott, and me, and the pastors who are gathered here today, and He shapes us for service in His Kingdom. He takes young, arrogant, cocky pre-seminarians and shapes, molds, guides and directs us to service and into service in His Church. With all of our failings, and foibles, and sins against both God and man, Christ holds out His hands in blessing and He calls us to faithful service. “Go…feed my sheep.” In the Office of the Holy Ministry, “pastors who have been forgiven much, love much.”
Dear saints of Trinity, I can tell you that Pastor Scott is a man of God who follows in that mandate of Christ to feed His sheep. I can tell you that Pastor Scott, through prayer, meditation on the Scriptures, and living in the crossroads of faith and life, is an excellent and faithful pastor. I can tell you this because he is not only your pastor, he has been my pastor for almost 20 years. He is faithful and diligent in his pastoral care. He will walk with you in your joys and sorrows, in your homes and in the hospital hallway. He will encourage you when you are broken, he will comfort you when you are grieving. He will lovingly confront you with the Law of God when you have sinned against God and your brothers and sisters in Christ, and he will absolve you when your conscience is crushed. He will faithfully preach and teach, baptize, deliver to you Christ’s Body and Blood, and he will bless you in the name of Christ. He will stand as Christ’s undershepherd for you, Christ’s flock because Pastor Scott has heard the voice of Christ, through the Divine Call issued by Trinity Lutheran Church: Feed my sheep.
But, I want you to know that you have continued a perfect, 2000 year old tradition in the Christian church. You have elected a pastor who is still a sinner. There will come a time when you will see that. Probably not in such a dramatic way as Peter the Denier, but there will be a moment when he will want to hide in the darkness because he knows he has sinned against God and against you. And, when that happens, you – the saints whom God has called to this congregation – you will have the opportunity to be Christ to your pastor. You will speak of Christ’s forgiveness to him. You will encourage him. You will lift up his troubled heart, and you will walk with him. And then, you can say to your pastor, “Dear pastor…please, feed us more of God’s Word.”
And, Brother – this flock is hungry for the Word. They want to know Jesus. Go…feed His sheep. They are sinners and saints at the same time, who will need both correcting and forgiving, warning and blessing, all in the name of Jesus. You will have joys and sorrows; you will have what appear to be failures and you will experience successes. You will laugh with those who laugh, and you will weep with those who weep. This is ministry that comes from prayer and meditation on the word and anfechtung - living in the crossroads of faith and life. Brother, follow in the footsteps of the Good Shepherd and in the footsteps of the faithful undershepherds who have gone before you. You’ll continue faithfully delivering what has been given to you by Christ Himself. And Christ will bless you and this ministry that is done in His name.
This is a remarkable relationship, isn’t it? A sinner who serves sinners in the name of Christ; sinners who receive a sinner among them also in the name of Christ. Sinners…who stand together beneath the cross of Christ, baptized, forgiven, renewed, fed and made whole.
Scott – do you remember at our last, 4th year class meeting before Call Night, Dean Rockemann asked us all one question: “Will you serve the Lord and His Church with joy?” In a few minutes, you will get to answer that question again. You will again serve the Good Shepherd, who for the joy set before Him, endured the cross for men like Peter, and me and you.
Give thanks for...snakes? Numbers 21: 4-9
Not in a box or on the train,
Not in the desert or in the rain.
I do not like them, green or brown,
Not in the country, not in the town.
If you think snakes, as pets, are fun
I think your brain melted in the sun.
They give me the willies, they give me the shivers;
I do not like snakes: not now, not ever.
Sunday, March 4, 2018
When Jesus Hides in Plain Sight - John 2:12-17
Jenny is my friend’s daughter. She is an art scholar and a teacher at a school in Houston. While she was a grad student, she also served as a docent at the Houston Museum of Fine Art in Houston’s museum district. She knows things about the world of classic, Renaissance and Middle Ages art that I have no idea even exists. For example, there is something that can happen in old paintings that is called pentimento.[1] It’s when, due to the aging of paint, the dyes in the paint begin to become translucent, so much so that you are actually able to see through a layer of paint to what lies beneath. This is a real thing, and it actually has created a niche area of study in the world of art, where scholars are able to look through layers of paint to see what lies beneath. So, it is possible that an artist, having completed one painting, didn’t really care for it. Instead of throwing away an expensive canvass, he simply chose to paint over the top of what was originally on the canvass. To his original viewers, the underlying painting is invisible, but as pentimentation takes place across the centuries, you can see something that has been hidden for centuries. You can see what the artist intended.